from me to me.

today, i spent hours looking for something...
something so irreplaceable that if i never find it, my heart will be broken for quite some time.
if i do find it...(totally a possibility:) my heart will promise to be eternally grateful, and do dances on the clouds!!!

i have been through so much these past many months and it seems now, the dust is finally settling.
there has been so much movement, and wonderful things have been happening in the past few weeks - a great surge of energy!
yet, today, was like the hitting a wall.

i lied in bed, feeling so sad, so lonely, and feeling like i'd give anything to get back what i can't seem to find right now.
i actually lied in bed, wishing i had someone to hold onto, someone to hold me.
then, i realized I'm not alone.

i have me. i have that place inside of me that is light and connected to all things.
there is true comfort and peace there.
and i can go there whenever i want to.
every single person has that light, that place, that connection to the divine - its actually all any of us really has in this life.

so today, love is that place i can go to when i feel alone.
love is a hug from me to me.